wat up

ok so its been over 3 yrs since i had my last post...idk y but shyt jus slipped my mind. so i finished school and only thing left for me is to take a states licensing exam. smdh. wudda had it last time if my patients aint cancel. how do u cancel on someone at the last minute. I'm so ready to make real money! living hand to mouth blows. so wats gud otherwise.

round n round we go....

random.....def jus had a cravin for a cookout.....but n e way......life life life......just when u thought u were out.....it pulls u back in....school is a blower....cause its school...but other than that im chillin....board....tired of studyin....need another trip to AC and get my gamble on.....now u know a nig def stay wit 3 dice n his pocket.....we keep it gutter wit c-lo (CEE-lo).....ya heard.....craps cool but c-lo funner.....but yea my boy told me he wrote letters to his grandma cause she doesnt know how to send email or text.....so it had me thinkin.....mine is gettin up n age....so u gotta b realistic about it and then wanna maximize the time.....so like that idea im goin to start it now......im goin to write well really type her a letter cause its easier and more legible....real talk.....and that would give her somethin to do....and look forward too.....maybe twice a week or so........my birthday comin up.....cant wait....got no plans....but hopefully by then "someone" else would b plannin it.....wink wink.....movin on......i cant wait til im chillin on my back patio wit the grill goin....i always loved and preferred a charcoil grill but gas is some much more convenient.....but i know a grill wit a pool backdrop would b nice.....and we cant forget the 4 car garage.....gimmie til like....2015.....

guess who bizzack

im bout to get my swag back.....2008 def wasnt the year i was expectin it to b.....with the new year i hope and pray new things and new beginnings do happen.....ready to b done wit school...out makin money and finally havin these young females chase me round....lol.....but seriously a brotha gotta get on his grind.....ive noticed alot of people pray for my downfalll....its like some peeps just dont wanna see u prosper......back to the streets.....

can u handle the taste of the "forbidden fruit"?

i know this is a biblical phrase "forbidden fruit" but i like to use it to describe the untouchables....things that are within our grasp but at the same time u arent suppose to touch.....its like u runnin windsprint in 100 degree whether and this havin a glass of ice cold water in front of that u cant drink.....i know its a stretch but u get my point...its like u want it so much but u cant have it.....i think the mere fact that its a bad thing to do that in part makes u want it even more.....i am weak...im only human....so how am i suppose to resist....i feel like my sweet tooth is callin i cant have no form of ice cream at all....LOL....its forbidden for wat reason???? i mean who says u cant have it???? society??? friends??? parents??? just cause someone thinks its wrong or u shouldnt does that mean u have to conform to it.....when i think of it i think of how blacks and whites arent suppose to b together....i mean if two peeps fall in love.....y not.....wats the harm...u know...i sometimes think if i were to taste the fruit...i would prolly want it more and more and more....like a crackhead needs his pipe...lol....that bad....the thing is the glass could look good, seem worth it but does it taste good after u have it.....would u now want the taste all the time....im still tryin to figure that one out now.....

its been a long time....

ok...so it has been a while....a lot to catch u up on.....y do people do wat they do???? i cant always make sense to the reason y i do wat i do but the fact that i do wat i wanna do....people make time for stuff they wanna do....i call peeps i wanna call...talk to who i wanna talk to....and vice versa....i neva understand y peeps just dont do as they feel more often....y does the "forbidden fruit" taste so good? y do i keep goin down the same path knowin wat the results would b? i cant answer none of those questions...i think im goin to just try something new now...i wonder if i were to b quiet how would i b perceived....im goin to try my best now to change peeps opinions by changin my opinion....i try to let me get ot know me to find out that before i open my mouth they already got their mind made up....then u got peeps that r out for self....long story short i hate them...and go f#ck urself.....pardon me french...movin on.....y do black females hate when black males r wit white females??? i always say that to make them mad...but really wats wrong wit two peeps fallin in love and wantin to get married...and it just so happens that one is white and one is black....would it change anything if they were black and mexican....or black and asian....which i do think is a very nice mix.....this is a random blog today....but i just wonder sometimes bout alot of things....i wanna win the powerball....i wanna win the powerball.....if i were to win i would def reconsider some things in my life....i would still b the same but just b a whole lot richer.....and be able to make a few more investments....i aint goin to front....i would open a strip club....and a night club.....those would two of my first investments.....the night club would b a lounge slash night club.....upscale and classy but can get trashy if the crowd wants it.....small cover...cheap booze....equal LOTS of money in my pocket....lol....

have u ever....

have u ever wanted to talk to a person and not know wat to say?
have u ever wanted a time machine?
have u ever tried something new?
have u ever been completely honest?

can someone be completely honest? like is that even possible...i feel like sometimes people arent completely honest with themselves....like ur homeboy aint tell u ur breathe was hot or how ur girl not tell u that not peach fuzz thats a d@mn mustache and that shyt aint cool....i think people use "completely honest" when they tellin bout at least 75% of the truth....sometimes u cant be honest bout everything cause u tryin to spare someone feelings....true story....ALOT of people ask questions that they dont REALLY wanna know the answer to....for instance, how many people u been with.....how much do u think i weigh......do u like me.....r u really a hoe.....r u really a dirtbag....i mean the list goes on and on and on....but u get the point...honesty is used often but not often enough...dont u think the world would b a whole lot simple if peeps were more honest...i try to b honest...ive been told im honest to a fault....people think other people cant handle the truth....but the funny thing bout it is...u will neva know unless you try....SSSSOOOOOOO.....just try to b completely honest for one day and see how things go.....leave some feedback and let me know wat happened and wat r ur thoughts on complete honesty.....

"Black in America"

so today i was mindin my own business drivin in the hood....i came to a stop sign where i say a cop car parked in the alley....so i made a left turn and low and behold that same cop car was behind me....so next thing i know i saw flashin lights....and 3 cops hop out...2 white and 1 black....they knock on my back windows while my front two were down.....had me turn my car off and place the keys on the top of my car....im thinkin no problem officer....and he goes..."im not goin to lie to u...we got betta things to do" so im thinkin im bout to b on my way....he tells me that i failed to signal at the stop sign...im like ok...he said get out of the car...and then i was handcuffed but not arrested claimin it was for their safety....and then my car and myself were illegally searched....so everybody ask me did i get badge numbers....im like that the last thing im thinkin about as im gettin handcuffed for failin to signal at a stop sign....the only thing i was guilty of was bein "Black in America"....that was the first time i was ever handcuffed...outside of my bedroom and a vigorous game of "bad cop and the hitchhiker" dont even ask...lol....crazy huh????? well thats my life my life my life.....