its been a long time....

ok...so it has been a while....a lot to catch u up on.....y do people do wat they do???? i cant always make sense to the reason y i do wat i do but the fact that i do wat i wanna do....people make time for stuff they wanna do....i call peeps i wanna call...talk to who i wanna talk to....and vice versa....i neva understand y peeps just dont do as they feel more often....y does the "forbidden fruit" taste so good? y do i keep goin down the same path knowin wat the results would b? i cant answer none of those questions...i think im goin to just try something new now...i wonder if i were to b quiet how would i b perceived....im goin to try my best now to change peeps opinions by changin my opinion....i try to let me get ot know me to find out that before i open my mouth they already got their mind made up....then u got peeps that r out for self....long story short i hate them...and go f#ck urself.....pardon me french...movin on.....y do black females hate when black males r wit white females??? i always say that to make them mad...but really wats wrong wit two peeps fallin in love and wantin to get married...and it just so happens that one is white and one is black....would it change anything if they were black and mexican....or black and asian....which i do think is a very nice mix.....this is a random blog today....but i just wonder sometimes bout alot of things....i wanna win the powerball....i wanna win the powerball.....if i were to win i would def reconsider some things in my life....i would still b the same but just b a whole lot richer.....and be able to make a few more investments....i aint goin to front....i would open a strip club....and a night club.....those would two of my first investments.....the night club would b a lounge slash night club.....upscale and classy but can get trashy if the crowd wants it.....small cover...cheap booze....equal LOTS of money in my pocket....lol....